January 2011
162 posts
He’s so beautiful.
Every time I see him, I want him.
I wish he was mine again.
I wish he knew how I felt.
I’ve tried telling him, but I don’t think he gets it.
I want to text him all the time.
I wish I could spend days and days with him again.
If only I hadn’t fucked up.
We had a news day at uni today. Just a tad stressful. We lost page 11. But I learnt a lot about laying out pages and it was pretty good fun.
I watched Ghost Town and Lilo and Stitch tonight. I cried. The only time I really cry is watching films. Lilo and Stitch is such a beautiful film. It makes me which I had a proper family.
I’ve got my first counselling session tomorrow. I’m a...
the urge to cut never really goes away, not...
justanotherteenagewhore:
it’s being strong enough to resist it which is when you know you’re getting somewhere <3
Its a really important day at uni tomorrow and I really need a good night’s sleep but all I can hear is my flatmate’s tv.
Not happy.
Sleeping Alone, Finally.
I’m actually sleeping alone tonight for the first time since being back at uni.
Last time I just couldn’t sleep. I don’t know why.
He came and got me at 2am. I still couldn’t sleep at his though.
But tonight, I’m sleeping on my own.
It’s weird.
Sleeping on my own for the first time since being back at uni.
Weird.
I now weigh 59kg :)
This is good. This means for the first time in four years I am finally gaining weight. For the last four years I have weighed 57kg. I would ideally like to be nine and a half stone (60kg). This would be a heathly weight for my height and mean I’m eating a healthy and balanced diet and not just pastapastapastapastapastapastapastapasta.
Uni starts again tomorrow. I’m not ready....
how kids dance today...
How I danced when I was their age:
How I dance now:
Watch
Watchtinsel-top:
aquietheartbeat:
cutest pixar short movie :’)
How have I never seen this one before?!?!!!
“You should stop talking to him because he’s just messing with your head. But you...”
– Kate Sheppard (via: maisieflorence) (via quote-book) (via realkicks) (via rebecca-mary)
