~falling.fast~

We had one of our biggest heart to hearts last night. He told me he’s falling for me. And then we fell asleep cuddling… Even though he hates cuddling. But he said he likes cuddling me and just talking, and it didn’t matter that we can’t have sex because this was just as good.

He was worried I was playing him. But then I told him he makes me happy, even when he is a drunken goon. And he’s not worried anymore.

I really really really want this to work. Im so so so scared that its going to go wrong.

Fingers crossed.

He’s so cute when he sleeps :) Shame he’s such an arse the rest of the time He said I was scruffy, and like a “sexy boy” yesterday… I think he’s struggling to work out why he likes me :( Although the sex last night… 10/10! I take back what I said the other day, he can be rough when he wants to :)